I'm 26 in January and I'm still not too sure what's important to me right now. Is it piece of mind? If so I'm still struggling to look at myself in the mirror every morning despite my reluctant narcissism and forced moral compass. Is it money? That seems to be a endless pursuit in being able to earn more and spend more, and considering my inability to give or share without emotions. That Achilles heel will forever haunt me. Is it love? Well first, love from who my family or the romantic ideals sold to me through watching too much Pocahantis and Romeo & Juliet;
along with vigorous deciphering of every Wale ballad I come acros (I couldn't resist some self mockery) and in that respect I think ability to trust anyone probably resembles that of a corpse after a failed autopsy.
I guess my point is what should be important to me right now. This post is more a search for advice from other POVs. Just to clarify this is NOT exercise in self pity, more like a harsh self appraisal.
Peaces.
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